Thursday, October 25, 2007
hmmm...actually I have no idea why I'm blogging. perhaps I'm like plain BORED. so I'm being like this couch potato with a laptop while watching ANTM- wow, the pictures always turn out great, no matter how bad they are seemingly put across to be.

I HAVE OFFICIALLY DECLARED MYSELF-LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!

haha. I'm like soo lazy to go to school. therefore, in exchange for my absence, iI have to mop the floor..what a dread. anyways, toot brina had like 0 self resistance level. went out to town with her today and busted all the remaining money left in my wallet. SIGHHH. no wonder shopaholics had NO SAVINGS. it's true. it's a curse!
anyways, some pictures from brina's birthday:
clique.

smile!!

okay, I'm gonna play LF2 with cyn now. tatas

Lots of Love =)


Charmaine at 11:30 PM | 1 comments
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
somehow, this is one of those times that I've 'fallen'. honestly, the feeling sucks...but as much as I have yet to fully embrace reality with open arms, but I've accepted it. therefore, I will pick myself up and put in my best for chinese and pw. after all, I could have use the money paid for these dumb exams to be used on shopping right? so if I don't fully utilise it, it would be such a waste.


thought I have learnt to be independent throughout these years, I guess it never hurts to have encouragment from friends :) furthermore, knowing that they're worried gives me all the more reason to pick myself up. after all, I seem to love to prove people wrong right, I just need to find that courage somewhere deep within me and do that.


results are out on 9 Nov. why couldnt they just put it on its original date...I just want to get it over and done with. I hope, to either promote or get kicked out. I hate in-betweens. but I hope that ale,cyn,gleen,prabs, hafiz, xiao qiang, RP [hans, gleen and leonard are promoting. so I'm not bothering] they all promote!! I just want all of us to be together. so meanwhile, I'm just treasuring the time that we have left together. I swear, I hate being emo...disgusting feeling.


let me give you legitimate reasons to why exams should be abolished:
  • they cost money- waste tax payer's money
  • cause unnecessary stress to teenager's minds [which should only be filled with fun and joy]
  • waste plentiful of paper. a contradiction to 'save our earth' campaign
  • they develop competitiveness and bitter feelings among friends
  • promote cheating [so as to pass]
  • poor results results in dark emotions
  • feeling bad and tears requires retail therapy to make a person feel better
  • once again, money is required
  • the one time explicits are welcomed and heard as if its the most accurate word to describe a current emotion
  • stimulates hidden viruses in the body that could result to poor health

nontheless, aside from my usual friends, I wanna thank clique for being so worried.

  • Brina- her shopping blogs on bags in hope to cheer me up
  • Zai- for having faith
  • Kenneth-for simply just asking
  • Kanna-tolerating my picky choice of songs


I'm feeling better. thanks everyone.

fond memories...


Charmaine at 8:29 PM | 2 comments
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
my heart is breaking...or rather, it broke and is still breaking. I know its ironic..but my heart just feels like it's in a thousand pieces...how I wish I could say I was suffering from a break up...think it'll hurt a hell lot less...

just when I found the courage...great expectations made me lose it. why? it just seems so...unfair... :( this sucks. this freakin sucks [it sucks sooo badly...I'm so tempted to use words that I hate using]. I can't even face my own problems..how am I suppose to spill the beans on it.

although my heart feels like it's been torn apart...there are still great friends who I wanna thank:

  • cyn
  • xiao qiang
  • gleen
  • ale
  • jingling
  • prabs
  • hans
  • clique
  • karms
  • claire
  • zq

Charmaine at 10:39 PM | 1 comments
Sunday, October 21, 2007
right. so basically today was a really tiring day. had to wake up at 6am to get ready to go for the chinese service back at FMC- so basically, I didn't really catch much sleep. going back to FMC made me miss all the old fond memories that existed during my childhood:
  • playing wrestling, catching and pepsi cola with the guys even in a dress. but I always won anyways :D
  • following granny to church for her dance practice, while she's at that, I walk around church, often finding elroi and gloria and so, we play...with all the musical instruments.
  • during the chinese service, i would always start counting down til the end of service.

I miss the old sanctuary, the old building whereby it was only a small church then. the comfortable cushions, the beauty of simplicity of the design- elegance, the quiet serenity existing before the service starts, unlike churches nowadays where people network and make a whole lot of noise. sad to say, I guess, I can be considered to be one of them. LOL

moving on, YM was pretty ok I guess. small group was held at 'dome' where we chilled out and discussed about outside bible study. poor Gary, had to endure our constant digression. oops. hehehe. as usual, the guys were bullying shu wen. hahaha.

after which, headed over to hotel rendevous for indonesian cuisine. not much of a fan...but it'll do. LOL. so here are the pictures. OMG, I'm like so full from eating non-stop all day.

P.S I HATE BEING BROKE. I have sooo many things I want to buy, but I can't without turning myself into a state beyond poverty.




grandparents!



the people who know food second-best


my 'I love shopping' grandma :D


look at all the weird weird curry:S

HOT STUFF


me & mum



me n kenny


okies, i'm signing off! LOTSA LOVE :D


Charmaine at 10:44 PM | 1 comments
Thursday, October 18, 2007
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BRINA!!!!

well, as you can see, it's Brina's birthday today [duh...] I was seriously soo tired out from goodness knows what, that i fell asleep while reading a book and listening to music AND waiting for zai. so we met up with clique+ eunice and went to this NEBO [however it is spelt] place to like watch 'Night At the Museum'. it was rather late by the time we were done, so we accompanied kenneth to eat before returning home. so eunice, zai and I were on the train...then we were on the topic of how girls and guys look at 'hot' girls and their differing opinions...then zai turned it into a personal attack [as usual]...

yesterday and today was really fun- especially for the fact that we never had full lessons...we either ended early, or...NO LESSONS! school is seriously SUCH A WASTE of time nowadays...but it's really fun bullying the guys. hahaha. =D

oh yes, that reminds me...aside from 3 people from our class, THE REST OF THE CLASS received SELF-DETENTION slips. HAHAHA. CLASS ACHEIVEMENT!!! woohoo! hahaha. mdm pathrose was like being rather funny when she laughed after hearing about how proud we were. LOL! for once, our class is united in something! =D
was thinking of looking at some of the pics that was taken during the sleepover and I realised I miss these following people like ALOT ALOT [no offense to those not stated here]: karms, claire, sam, jai...
Lots of Love =D

Charmaine at 10:31 PM | 2 comments
Monday, October 15, 2007
here cyn, this post is SPECIALLY FOR YOU:


cyn says:
AND WHY NEVER TALK ABT ME !
cyn says:
i dun care ur nxt post must haf me
cyn says:
HAHAHA

yes, so I have been forced into this since a certain SOMEBODY said I had no sincerity and thus, I'm editing this entry.

oh fine, since I feel bad about me clawing his arm [though IT IS A WORK OF ART]...SORRY CYN! but then again, I take it back from this point of time...cos you...
  • never fail to insult me! hence, you deserve those marks! WUAHAHAHA
  • is absolutely enjoying making me edit this entry again and again
  • is always calling me stupid and bitch
  • is plain ANNOYING! hmph.
  • and is an UNSYMPATHETIC friend!

teehee =)


Charmaine at 12:33 AM | 1 comments
Sunday, October 14, 2007

wow. the after exam period has been great- empty but awesome. It's definitely strange that there's not much of intensive work to be done aside from the cursed PW and chinese to prepare for. went out thrice, with the shopaholics [wen couldn't make it due to promos] and the 3 muskeeteers. fantastic moments.

OMG. I got to tell you the worse type of people that can exist [alright, I'm exaggerating but...] seriously, let me give you the scenario then you'll probably know why how such annoying people can even exist.

okay, so everyone knows that the staircase in citylink mall is wheelchair-friendly right? so there were 2 guards who were helping this wheelchair bound old granny on that thing. can you believe there were people using their phones and cameras to film and take pictures of it! one guy even smiled while taking his nikon camera to snap a pic. the poor old lady! the people on the escalator in front of me and cla weren't any better. they were acting like typical singaporeans- staring as if they have never seen anything like it. gosh, sam was right, I should have taken their pictures. then post them here and let the whole wide world see them.

Brina was being real funny. cos I was complaining to her about being bored...and she said this:
critique martini night isn't the same without your laughter says:
now that we start sch you come and say u got nothing to do

[I miss clique.]

I promised wen i'll put this up:
shu wen says:
'today i found out im in love with shuwen! omg she is the best !! ahhh! "
shu wen says: OKAY THERE PERFECT ENTRY!


PICTURES!

13 Oct- party with sam & claire:



'I seemed to have bought this only to shorten my life span and reduce my little braincells'




at the balcony




2 idiots camwhoring



cuteness.

playing around with the lifts while waiting


say cheese



'look at sam's hair!' freakin' funny




sam & claire


' yes claire, we know, your ARTISTIC idea' is well appreciated!!!




[sam looks like a drug addict, I am simply UNGLAM, claire is sadly NON-EXISTENT! =)]





the 2 losers sitting in the middle of the road...


'I wonder what lies beyond this'



sam's the ultimate loser



sunkisses




7 Oct- after church with sam, cla, wen:



little devils




may the force be with you



there's always a soft side to everyone :)


HOLLYWOOD SECRETS!





reflections












4 Oct- shopping with sher & jai:




the maines unite!

love this.
shopping cures depression



wow. talk about girl power. LOL. how boring, no nice movies anymore... :( anyways, it's pretty cool that all you don't need are guys and what you need are TRUE FRIENDS [gays from clique and COG included].

Charmaine at 9:00 PM | 3 comments
wow, do I LOVE my new blog. like, for once the layout does NOT screw up. so God bless this blog. haha

Charmaine at 8:28 PM | 0 comments