When I See You Smile
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
oh yippee yay, I'm at home, doing this while the class is having lessons with s. whatever man, I totally don't miss having his lessons. pfft. this year stinks, not only does school stink, I've been falling sick like no one's business. it's pretty unbelievable.

anyways, this is what we do for pe. it's really cute and fun. teachers should adopt this method of having pe. class bonding. LOL


met clique on sunday at last, haven't seen them since the 21 March...almost a month! OMG. we didn't do much though, just sit at sakae...then went ps to walk, then zai got mad and we went home while the gays [-zai] + brina went night safari

uh...we had some...height issues. LOL

zai insisted on taking the picture..so there's a space to photoshop him in.

now it's brina's turn...

highlight of the day: ZOO OUTING!

we went to the zoo yesterday during e-learning. of course we learnt alot! uh..so I think. qiang, lingxin,vic, hanisa, keline and leonard went to the zoo...the rest of the people disappeared somewhere (so much for 'class' outing).

gosh, seriously, I was so 'lucky'- I saw 4 animals having a trigger happy time under the sun, if not sexing it up, they were making out. the crocs were the winners: after having sex, the one underneath was giving the top croc a blowjob, talk about transparency... if it wasn't these obscene acts, I saw animals peeing RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. like OMG...one was the elephant- as it got up from its lying down position, it had to pee...and it was like squirting everywhere...then only I saw it...then another was one of the deers I think...but seriously...the whole day I only saw obscene things. and it was only me...but lingxin managed to catch the croc action.

as lingxin would put it "weicheang, you are one bright thing". we were fooling around in the gift shop...the cooler pics are with leonard. shall upload them when he uploads them


a secret haven
are the squirrels just cute or what.

my palm is in your hands...gosh...if the ah meng were to hold my hand, it wouldn't need effort to crush it. my hand's not even the size of its palm!

I love the giant tortise- the real one didn't look as appealing. after me and lx did this, some little girl climbed on it too. damn cute.



oh yes, all the fishes we saw in the zoo, loves camwhoring. they never left their positions at all! seriously creepy.


back to the aussie outback

the polar bear stands at 3.5 m and we are like...how short?

the meer cats were AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH damn cute. looks as though they were getting ready for prayers. LOL

"For Children of age between 4 and 6"- OOPS. lx and I were so worried we would break the swing. but what to do...must relive childhood memories!! plus, I didn't have to queue for the swing!! cos NO ONE was on it.


yes, and so that marks my wonderful day the zoo. we need more e-learning days. I learnt alot!

with love,


Charmaine at 9:53 AM | 1 comments
A constant bore
Saturday, April 12, 2008
have I mentioned how bored I am and have been? ok, now I shall repeat myself again: I AM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED. gosh, life is so meaningless- having to study non-stop. LOL. let's see, today I woke up at 9am and typed out the AP poems for next week...took a break, and never got back to studying. talk about persistence. I need a life. a REAL life, not one that makes me hate it.

I feel like I'm a walking hypocrite- blogging and ranting about the unhappy things in my life when I absolutely hate it when people do that. as if you want to share the unhappy things with everyone and like as if they are THAT interested to know. once again, I blame school for this.

the days of studying makes one feel...lethargic and FAT. yes, I've finally said it...not so much on visible fat...just the feeling, like as if your body is just rotting away...

If only I could be in my own world all day long...

I have been reduced to watching mindless tv shows on youtube, wasting time on mindless blog entries and even to the extent of visiting facebook-which I absolutely detest. and I'm back to square one of being bored.

Fashion feels stagnant, nothing new and exciting in my wardrobe worth wearing. my fetish for shoes has lost its colour as well as the notes in my wallet. if only books could be more exciting and we were not constrained to dumb subjects that, in the end, we don't even apply in reality. seriously, we should be learning things that are applicable to the real world (minus econs-that dumb...argh).

life is a constant bore. and having live in this place makes it worse. I wish to be elsewhere...where life is more than money, power, status, academics and we go back to the basics: happiness.

Charmaine at 9:33 PM | 0 comments
stupid As
Friday, April 11, 2008
today was the release of PW results, got a satisfactory answer [compared to my chinese, it's definitely abit more comforting]. now why can't exams just be based and assessed verbally. not only do we save time and effort writing, we don't accumulate hard skin that distorts our fingers. while the world on the other half of the planet is like living slow and steady lives, we're in a constant motion to keep pushing forward. it so sucky man. stupid uh...board of (studies).

s said in lecture today "how many of you guys have had a peaceful sleep ever since coming to jc?". see, precisely why A levels are plain pests. first they give girls ugly, distorted hands, then we're always having a constant headaches having to crush on how much work there has to be done as if we're hopelessly in love with it, then we end up spending money buying cosmetic products or going to the dermatologist to clear away the damage done to our skin and face. plus plus plus, we pay close to $450 just to stress ourselves out, grow white hair, study like mad and do things we don't even want to. hence, A-levels is such a huge and irritating investment that if it was a person, it ought to be shot.

even sitting here, thanking and being grateful i'm sick and had to leave school early so i could rest, it doesn't even feel like its enough, and to wake up to back to thinking of studying just makes me wish tommorrow never comes. let's see, A's also make us into such pessimists, who only complain and bother to even dedicate an entry to it- and i thought we were suppose to be studying. i'm so glad its the weekend, i could almost die just waiting for it to come. i'd realise i don't sign off with 'with love' like i'd used to anymore, maybe cos there's a lack of it in my attitude towards school work now. the teachers don't really make the best uh...inspirational leaders.

my life's a bore, that i have to bother writing about a-levels pretty much show the extent of it. i have absolutely no social life, and not even a day to myself where i can say 'ok, i feel so relaxed'. my life lacks interesting and refreshing gossip to keep my curiousity going. oh, this is frustrating- the internet has NOTHING interesting to do. talk about the greatness of technology...utterly useless. oh FINE, it's only good point is, there's the invention of msn. how should i make my life more interesting and live in denial that i have the best life ever even in the midst of a living hell.pfft. once again...

A levels is stupid.

too bad. no love.

Charmaine at 11:07 PM | 0 comments
A Day of Randomnitis
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
honestly, I have NO IDEA what to write. ever since that dumb parent teacher meeting, days in school have become a dread, exhaustive and worse each day. It's as if the teachers start becoming all anal and bitchy, though its not obvious, the vibes give it all away. This week has been...LONG as if the days never seem to pass quickly at all.

today was a slamming session from s. my entire lit group got targetted throughout the whole 1.5hrs of tutorial, except JingLing. like the entire scolding was just aimed at us, he scold also look at us...and I was so fortunate to have to face him and look into his glare. GOSH. teachers and their days. and why torture us by making us submit the next day...teachers can be such mosquitoes sometimes...leaving their trail irritating as hell.

today was okay (other than the lit tutorial), GP was just reading newsweek for 40 mins, but I wound up sleeping...and boy, did it feel good. feels as though I haven't slept in a long long time. Tomorrow there's s as well...and fri too...I can't wait for next tues, when the class goes to the ZOO! FINALLY, after my demands to visit the zoo for such a long long time! and why does PJ have to be so STINGY with e-learning days?!?! it's ONE day, not even 3 days...

I just hope for the weekend to come quickly.

Charmaine at 3:33 PM | 0 comments