A constant bore
Saturday, April 12, 2008
have I mentioned how bored I am and have been? ok, now I shall repeat myself again: I AM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED. gosh, life is so meaningless- having to study non-stop. LOL. let's see, today I woke up at 9am and typed out the AP poems for next week...took a break, and never got back to studying. talk about persistence. I need a life. a REAL life, not one that makes me hate it.

I feel like I'm a walking hypocrite- blogging and ranting about the unhappy things in my life when I absolutely hate it when people do that. as if you want to share the unhappy things with everyone and like as if they are THAT interested to know. once again, I blame school for this.

the days of studying makes one feel...lethargic and FAT. yes, I've finally said it...not so much on visible fat...just the feeling, like as if your body is just rotting away...

If only I could be in my own world all day long...

I have been reduced to watching mindless tv shows on youtube, wasting time on mindless blog entries and even to the extent of visiting facebook-which I absolutely detest. and I'm back to square one of being bored.

Fashion feels stagnant, nothing new and exciting in my wardrobe worth wearing. my fetish for shoes has lost its colour as well as the notes in my wallet. if only books could be more exciting and we were not constrained to dumb subjects that, in the end, we don't even apply in reality. seriously, we should be learning things that are applicable to the real world (minus econs-that dumb...argh).

life is a constant bore. and having live in this place makes it worse. I wish to be elsewhere...where life is more than money, power, status, academics and we go back to the basics: happiness.

Charmaine at 9:33 PM |

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