my haven!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
PHEW! I'm SOOO TIRED. I spent 8 hours spring-cleaning a THIRD of my room. it's not that I'm inefficient, it's just that I cleaned EVERY SINGLE BOOK lying on my 3 bookshelves! so...here's what I did:


I laid out my shoes [didn't know I had THAT many]



looks pretty intimidating huh.

 TADAH!!!!!!!!!don't you just love shoes!!!! oh so pretty!!!





next on the agenda: maths test. it was barely a test since everyone was asking for the answers aloud. the class was quiet and I was like whispering"xiao qiang! how to do part 2", then he whisper oh-so-loudly back "I don't know". super funny. then I let yik seng copy question one, and he let me copy question two.
wong ah see, isn't even looking.


my pretty test paper on probability.

Next, I have been super unlucky recently; or rather, just pure weird.

  • recently, I've grown more deaf, retarded and blind- what in the world is happening to me!!
  • I could miss my MRT stops twice! once at yew tee, the other at bukit gombak.
  • today, cleaning the room: I closed the door slowly...without realising my finger was in between. and upon closing it, I realised it wouldn't close, so I pressed harder- THEN I realised it was my finger. damn pain. now there's a blueblack on it.
  • came home, the house was dark. I walked right into my door- cos I forgot I closed it before I left
  • I can unlock the gate to save a hassle, then unlock the padlock. so I'm suppose to be able to open the gate already right? NO.....I went to lock the gate again, THEN I tried to open the gate. damn stupid.

yes. that's me.







Charmaine at 9:17 PM | 0 comments
SHOES
Saturday, January 26, 2008
shoes galore!!! yes, met cla today. while she was late, I amused myself with...SHOPPING! [DUH]. didn't see anything extremely attractive, except...there was this guy... haha. moving on.
nah, I'm kidding, that guy had a cute face but hair like a girl, total turn off. LOL. so I walked all the way to vnc to look at shoes...yes...it's a curse: I can never walk out of that shop without at least a pair of shoes. hence, decisions.decisions.decisions. wanna guess which I wound up with? I'll give you a hint: there's 2 of them. LOL. nonetheless, cla's my usual walking atm. hahaha. dad drove us down to great world cos cla wanted to go there, there was a WH clearance. bought a super cheap black dress at 19 bucks. yayness. I was tired, my wallet also super tired. left with shinglings. hahaha. then I had to be so smart mouth and say go far east...a mondo clearance sale. from helping cla pick a nice shoe [which she wound up with 2], I ended up buying another pair...fantastic. so I hid the shoe and dress in my bag...as if going home with 2 pairs of shoes ain't bad enough...hahaha. fun fun fun! love claire!!!






Charmaine at 11:12 PM | 1 comments
Canalysing Poetry


Canalysing poetry. yupp, that's what we did for lit lecture yesterday. we spent an hour by the canal behind school. I totally agree with having lessons outside the classroom. makes learning a whole lot more fun and exciting! though yesterday was really tiring, I had so much fun. having laughter everyday makes me look forward to school even when it's dreadful. the unexpected is definitely a favourite. makes me smile just thinking of what happened. anyways, here's a picture. found it by the tree in the 'forest' by the canal. pretty freaky. the doll doesn't have arms according to yik seng. I was too chicken to go with 5 ft of it. really scary.

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The Right Toy
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
The Right Toy
you make me a toy, shiny and bright,
gave it to me, in my sorry plight.
I didn't like it, in defense I bite
at your gift with words that night,
which could have hurt you in a darker light.
our friendship was close, and we were tight,
it's easily broken and it just might.
but I know for sure, it's nothing to excite,
to save this ship you will fight.
you were always one, pleasant at sight,
simply because you were just right.
as much as I told you to take a hike,
I absolutely miss riding on your bike.

Charmaine at 7:13 PM | 0 comments
white white white!
Friday, January 18, 2008
OH MY GOSH. I AM SO EXASPERATED! Glenn found a strand of WHITE HAIR on MY head during econs lecture today! WHITE HAIR!!! [I don't wanna grow old yet :'(] I was so depressed the whole day. I mean usually, that white hair only makes a grand entrance during major exams:
  • one during PSLE [for luck, maybe?] but it fell out
  • one during O's

so, WHAT IN THE WORLD IS IT APPEARING FOR NOW!? it's not even A levels...

it all started during econs lecture, I was proudly exclaiming that I was the econs model student since I could understand what was going on during lecture. and Glenn chose to say 'eh char, you have a strand of white hair eh' and I was like 'OMG! ARE YOU SERIOUS! NO!!!' in the middle of lecture. and the WHOLE DAY, Glenn, stupid PRABS, yo xiao qiang and even hans!!! had to pick on my poor strand of white hair. the WHOLE DAY!

oh! but I decided to get over my grief and take to the positive side of things. so I have decided to name that strand of white hair: 'CHAR'S LITTLE STRAND OF WISDOM'. HAH. instant elevation!

thus, my strand of wisdom and I shall face the horrid annoying people in school on monday!

yayness :D Lots of love from char!!:D


Charmaine at 10:34 PM | 1 comments
shopping blues
Thursday, January 17, 2008

URGH, I'm seething with such anger. doesn't it just seem so annoying to have that glorious sight so near you (like 10 cm away) yet, it's MILES and MILES away. and it costs...SIGH. stupid shipping fees. it's merely within budget yet those dumb fees just put take you out of cloud nine. plain annoying.
and to think I was praising myself for doing such a good job of still having enough allowance to last me for the whole month for once. and THIS. THIS!!! had to ruin EVERYTHING. pfft.
alright, I'm being melodramatic, but I need a channel to direct my um...anger on. LOL. so yay, school has been pretty okay nothing new that I can possibly rattle about. so that's that. poo-ey.
with love,
char

Charmaine at 5:45 PM | 0 comments
EA: extremely annoyed
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I am EXTREMELY ANNOYED. why? because, it was like deja vu. in the bathroom, I was towelling myself dry, and I tightened my ear stud behind, but loosened it abit cos it was way too tight. then, just as I was towelling my hair dry in my room, I heard the stud drop to the floor, where is that earring. so annoying. it's my favourite somemore...and the only thing I own that actually has diamonds in it. GOSH. stupid ear stud.

I want my earring... :'(

Charmaine at 10:38 PM | 0 comments
I think of you night and day
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
you know how people often used PDA (public display of affection), I came up with a new term: PDLL (public display of love life). seriously, way to much info can sort of be good in the sense its juicy gossip, but it's still so...bleh :S it's amazing how people can just share with the whole wide world about their love life (which I think should be exclusive) and even share the explicit contents. amazing.

I'm so proud of my oh so nerdy attitude of late. so hardworking and paying attention in class AND even doing my homework promptly (with some exceptions of course. old habits die hard).

you're the only thing on my mind,
you occupy my thoughts.
you've got me jittery on my behind,
I struggle and I fought
to take you single-handedly,
but I think of you day and night,
a walking irony
staring right into my sight.
You know I'm taken to you,
in not so good a way.
I've been taken for a fool
indirectly, I must say.

can you figure it out? :D

a little uh, brain exercise/influence from stressing on my lit homework.
loves!


Charmaine at 11:17 PM | 1 comments
Back to School
Monday, January 7, 2008
It's monday, and I wish it's thursday or sunday all over again. the day has been so long!! but I must say I have been an absolute angel recently, doing and completing all my work promptly and even bothering to remember them! Let's see how long I can keep this up.

gosh, school work stinks. it's getting harder everyday. no rest at all. and it's amazing how I can be so ignorant of alot of things apparently. haha. so...I'm gonna TRY to read the newspaper more :S eek.

PE was horrifying as well! just the first lesson, and in total, we ran 2.4km. the nicer way to put it: run 2 rounds of warm ups and 4 rounds of time trial. who can't count that that's 2.4km!! gosh. took height and weight. I'm back to my satisfied numbers FINALLY. so I'm thankful for that :)

anyways, here's this damn loser thing that happened to me yesterday on the train back with claire. and it wasn't my fault. like I got up at my station right, then the stupid train go jerk and I happen to stand near the pole. so reaction forces made me bump my head against the pole. it was so embarrassing. I mean imagine this person get up normally, then next thing you see, plonk on the pole. so dumb!!! then claire just stared at me as if I was that stupid to bump into the pole...geezers. okies, I'm going to sleep. my complexion is terrifyingly disgusting.

tatas!

Charmaine at 10:21 PM | 1 comments
a streak from within
Thursday, January 3, 2008
you must be wondering, how is it that school has started, and I'm continuing my absolute ah lian actions by blogging every single day- even more enthu than doing school work. oh wells, I have horrible tuition which I wish I could cancel, but I can't if not my tutor will nag. and I can't possibly sleep now cos what if I don't wake up. so I'm really tired and wishing I could sleep, but I can't. anyways, met karmy after school today. it was a really short day, but I don't know why everyone felt so tired after school, I mean, we end at 1230 (even earlier than primary school days). whatever.

so had lunch at sushi tei and hung around at coffee bean for a bit before we walked around aimlessly waiting to go home. how ironic right? but blessed is today that it was nice and chilly. perfect.
oh yes, I'm your top student :)


I have no idea what karmy was trying to pull off, a passport pic?

japanese pros :) nah, kidding.



with love :) char's feeling happy today







Charmaine at 6:33 PM | 1 comments
DAY ONE
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
today's the first day of school...the dreaded day. but, thanks to listening to my horoscope of sleeping early the night before, I woke up to a good start. and well, I'm glad that all past misunderstandings have been resolved. though of cos, it was AWKWARD, I mean, when you've been doing the same thing for a year, how easy can it be to switch mode immediately. but I just got home and read an email that made me look forward to a brand new day tommorrow. a toast to friendship. :D

well, today wasn't too bad aside from the boring new econs teacher who spoke ever so slowly, and gosh was I hungry...and let's see, minus the fact that sas gave us a written assignment in class [which sucked] and Z gave us a 'show and tell' due tommorrow on ethics. can die...STUPID YEO WEI CHEANG! [this is all YOUR FAULT. you hear me! ALL YOUR FAULT!] and that dumb glenn, what JLO and marc anthony. oh yes, and PRABS!!!! gosh, ANNOYING PEOPLE. and that aside from dance, was my day...

yay! love from char!

Charmaine at 5:51 PM | 1 comments
a new beginning
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
blood smeared windows to the soul
too little too late
it's time to leave me, alone.
with love,

Charmaine at 1:32 AM | 0 comments