confused.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
surprisingly these few days, I've been at peace. until, Mrs Loh said she'll be calling my parents. like SIGH. mids got me thinking quite abit... and strangely enough after that one time, it was as if the storm was over. not that sunshine is out and shining scorchingly everyday, but it's been pretty fair weather. sometimes I wonder when I speak in riddles, when I grow up and look back at such entries, will I know what I was talking about back then. it makes me wonder...

it's officially the 2nd week of lessons, and honestly I dislike going to school. somehow, it's ironic that as you learn more, you also find yourself being dissatisfied more. what then becomes the purpose of life? life is supposedly something whole...yet often, we find ourselves going around in circles, pushed about by what we unconsciously allow ourselves to, and in the end we don't know what we really want. it's confusing right? I'm confused too.

today I came up with this conclusion that my brain has started to degenerate. my mind is slow, my memory is literally non-existent. this goes in line with what my granny told me about soy bean speeding up brain degeneration aka me.

studying is like the dreadful 2.4km to me- tiring, exhausting and there's barely any sense of direction in that. you just go round and round and round so that you can make the grade. then after that, it's as if you didn't do it. so how does it affect our work life in the future? is failure ever accepted?

Charmaine at 9:04 PM |

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