okay, so it's exam time. fabulous. it's only been the third day of exams, writing essays non-stop just makes me thirsty, hungry and sick of writing by the time i reach the second essay. it's gross to know I still have 2 more papers. HURRY GO AWAY! exams suck anyways, no sense of urgency + can't be bothered incomplete papers= fail. okay, moving on with my non-existent life.
anyways, I didn't study today...and was so bored after finishing watch my drama online. Naturally the only way to get rid of my boredom was to look at pictures on friendster and facebook and silently comment to my inner bitch. this also includes blog hopping and wondering to myself why people do certain things. (not aiming at anyone in particular...and I really mean it)
how is it that people still posts pictures of themselves if they think they look like crap? I don't get it, so does this mean that they are seeking universal support in how crappy they look or are they trying to play reverse psychology and get people to say 'oh, you don't look like that'. like UH.
it's quite funny, cos I was thinking back on how last time X used to be soooo attention-seeking by proclaiming to the entire world about the subject of her conversation (with herself)- like go 'oh! I'm fat' or like 'oh! your legs are nice, mine are muscular/not nice/ (whatever)' and X would look and probably have expected me to say 'no la, you're not fat' or 'your leg's aren't gross (universal term used)'. and I would naturally go against the niceties and say 'oh, you're the same weight as me right, how fat can you be' or 'it's muscular cos you do things that call for it' OR I'll just ignore it. then then X may say 'but you're tall!' and I would go 'oh' and walk away.
then another case, I buy a bowl of noodles cos nothing else to eat...and I offered some to Y saying it would be a waste since I probably can't finish it as I'm not very hungry. innocent remark right? happens all the time. then Z who has been listening the whole time says 'you can afford to eat it char' and I'm like 'uh. but I really can't finish it? it would be a waste' or I would choose to keep quiet and secretly bitch to myself. (WOW, I'm totally being a bitch now man) it's like...no link?
oh oh. CLASSIC: the hotties vs the notties, in which most cases, people who aren't hot think they are. worse, they act it. like oh gross. I really don't mean to be mean but like, wearing 2 sizes smaller and you end up expanding it is like...uh... :S and in amazement I go like 'oh, you wear S, this S is big' with clear signs of expansion...and the person tell me 'yea, I can fit into S'. like O.M.G to the max? then jai and I were having lunch once, and we saw this uh... on-the-plump-side lian-not-trying-to-be-lian girl in those super short white shorts. thank goodness we finished our meals. it was so...gross! and she walked past our table like as though she was the hottest thing in the foodcourt. NOT.
this has been one useless post. but I had nothing better to talk about, so...pardon my lil BF (bitch fit).
P.S in ZARA with JL and hans today, 2 guys were checking him out in the men's section. JL and I were sad. of all people, they chose guys over girls?!?! what is the world coming to?
ok whatever.
with love,